have been meaning to start this for a few weeks now and just can't decide on how to start it. i figure, what better way than to just start typing and hopefully it will kinda shape and mold itself until it has a life of its own. So yeah, I am Rocky, I am a 20-something former-Mormon boy from the beautiful Rocky Mountains of Salt Lake City, UT. Born and raised. I love and miss my home city but I have absolutely no intention of going back except on holidays to say hello to my mother and sister who I miss more than life itself. I left Salt Lake in an effort to better myself and find myself. Back home and had this intricate and elaborate safety net of friends and family that was so massive it started to weigh me down more than it did keep me safe. I mean, I was becoming lazy and irresponsible. There were always lots of people around to get me out of tight situations and to a certain extent, I was never held accountable for my actions. I had begun webcamming for fun just because it got me off. I enjoyed it so much I started working out because if I looked better, more people watched, more people watched, the more compliments, fanmail, gifts, etc... it was a win win situation. That is, until I fell into the same groove I always have fallen in, only this time my safety net spreading from home, thru the internet, and I soon had branches in cities across the globe. Once again, the lazies started to get to me. That is what brought me to San Francisco as an ***. in an industry with no rules, no instruction. One that will always be around and will always be changing from 1 minute to the next. I have to keep on my toes and know myself so that I can try to keep my head above water and keep moving onward. I need to have goals and drive to succeed. All the while figuring out how I am going to pay rent in the most expensive city in the USA... what the fuck was I thinking? So far I have made a few friends and a few enemies. I hope my time here extends for years to come, but it is time for me now to start traveling a bit and seeing where else I might want to take root while I call San Francisco my home base. Any suggestions on cities I need to visit? Let me know! See you all sooner or later!
